Why This Work Is Personal: Reclamation as Research and as Life

By: Natisha S. Jordan aka Benu Ma’at

I did not choose to study Black historical and cultural continuity from a distance. I came to it the way most people come to the questions that shape their lives: through necessity. Through something that could not be ignored.

My research centers on how Black histories were severed – how knowledge, lineage, and cultural inheritance were taken apart, misattributed, and in many cases erased entirely. I study the mechanics of that process and, more importantly, the tradition of scholars and communities who refused to accept erasure as the final word. That refusal – the insistence on reclamation – is at the heart of everything I do.

What I did not fully anticipate was how closely that intellectual framework would mirror my own life. I am not just studying reclamation. I am living it.

The Research and What It Actually Asks of You

There is a version of academic work that remains safely at arm’s length. You study the subject. You analyze it. You produce findings.

This is not that kind of work.

Studying Black historical continuity means sitting with rupture – understanding how deliberately it was constructed, how methodically it was maintained, and how much was lost when entire peoples were severed from their names, their languages, their lineages, and their ways of knowing. The archive is not neutral. Silence in the record is not accidental. Who gets credited for what, whose contributions are absorbed and reattributed, whose story gets told in whose voice – these are not incidental details. They are the structure.

To study that structure seriously is to understand that the same dynamics do not stay in the past. Erasure is not only something that happened to enslaved Africans centuries ago. It is a logic. And once you learn to recognize it, you start to see it operating in far more proximate places.

You start to see it in your own life.

Reclaiming My Own History

At the same time I have been doing this research, I have been in the middle of reclaiming something far closer to home.

There are things that have been said about me that are not true. Actions taken without my knowledge, without my consent, and without any regard for what I would say if I were asked – which I was not. A narrative about who I am was put into circulation that I had no hand in writing and no opportunity to contest before it spread.

I will not pretend that has been easy to absorb. But I will say this: nothing in my experience has clarified my research more completely.

Because what I study is exactly this. The substitution of someone else’s account for your own. The use of absence – your silence, your exclusion from the room where decisions are made – to give a fabricated version of events the appearance of truth. The way that erasure depends on the person being erased not having a platform, a record, or a voice loud enough to correct it.

I have all three. And I intend to use them.

Who I Am – On My Own Terms

I am a Black woman. IReclaiming My Own History

At the same time I have been doing this research, I have been in the middle of reclaiming something far closer to home.

There are things that have been said about me that are not true. Actions taken without my knowledge, without my consent, and without any regard for what I would say if I were asked – which I was not. A narrative about who I am was put into circulation that I had no hand in writing and no opportunity to contest before it spread.

I will not pretend that has been easy to absorb. But I will say this: nothing in my experience has clarified my research more completely.

Because what I study is exactly this. The substitution of someone else’s account for your own. The use of absence – your silence, your exclusion from the room where decisions are made – to give a fabricated version of events the appearance of truth. The way that erasure depends on the person being erased not having a platform, a record, or a voice loud enough to correct it.

I have all three. And I intend to use them.

am a mother. I am a researcher, a writer, and someone who takes seriously the responsibility of producing honest, rigorous, intellectually accountable work.

Those identities are not incidental. They are the lens through which I read history and through which I move through the world. They are also, I have learned, identities that others will sometimes attempt to define for you – in ways that serve their interests rather than the truth.

Part of what this moment has required of me is reaffirming those identities with intention. Not defensively. Not in reaction to what has been said or done. But clearly, publicly, and on my own terms.

Afrocentric scholarship taught me something critical here: the act of naming yourself – of insisting on your own account of who you are and where you come from – is not a luxury or an indulgence. It is a form of historical and personal survival. When your name, your legacy, and your character become contested terrain, the answer is not silence. The answer is a clear, documented, unambiguous record of the truth.

That is what I am building. In my research. And in my life.

What Erasure Depends On

The scholars I study understood something that I now understand from the inside: erasure is not passive. It requires effort. It requires the cooperation of institutions, the silence of bystanders, and often the active participation of people who should know better.

It also depends, most critically, on the person being erased staying quiet.

I am familiar enough with this pattern in the historical record to recognize it when it appears in my own story. And I am grounded enough in this tradition to know what the appropriate response is.

You document. You speak. You put the truth on the record and you do not apologize for doing so.

That is not bitterness. It is accountability – first to myself, then to everyone who follows this work and trusts that what I produce is honest. Clarity is not aggression. Setting the record straight is not an attack on anyone. It is simply refusing to allow a version of events that was written without your voice to stand as the definitive one.

Why This Convergence Matters

I want to be careful here, because I am not making an equivalence between the historical ruptures I study – the violence of the Middle Passage, the systematic erasure of African intellectual traditions, the generational severance of lineage – and a personal dispute. That would be a misuse of the framework.

What I am saying is that the logic is the same. The structure is recognizable. And studying that structure for years has given me tools for understanding my own situation that I would not otherwise have had.

That is what the best scholarship does. It does not just illuminate the past. It gives you a way of reading the present with more precision, more honesty, and less willingness to accept someone else’s framing when you know the account is incomplete.

My research shaped how I responded to what happened to me. And what happened to me deepened my understanding of what I research. The two are not separate. They never were.

The Record Is Open

I share this because I think there is something worth naming about what intellectual work at its most serious actually demands.

It does not allow you to stand at a safe remove. If you are doing it honestly, it will eventually ask you to apply your own frameworks to your own life – including the parts that are uncomfortable, contested, or unresolved.

I am in that place right now. I am doing the research and living the reclamation simultaneously. I am reaffirming who I am in the archive and in my own story at the same time.

The Wisdom Born Archive exists because I believe that Black historical and cultural continuity deserves rigorous, sustained, publicly accessible scholarship. It also exists because I believe that truth – however inconvenient, however long suppressed – has a right to a record.

That applies to history. It applies to this work. And it applies to me.

What does reclamation look like in your own life or work?

One Story, Many Voices: The Creative Vision Behind the Work

By: Natisha S. Jordan aka Benu Ma’at

There is a thread running through everything I create. It moves through ancient stone carvings and sacred circles, through drumbeats banned by law and bodies that refused to go silent, through abstract paintings that pulse with elemental force, and through starships navigating corridors of stable spacetime. That thread is ancestral memory – and following it has become the defining work of my creative life.

I did not arrive at this work through a single moment of inspiration. It grew out of years of questions I could not stop asking – questions about identity, erasure, and what it really means to carry a culture forward when so much of it was deliberately taken away.

This blog post is an invitation to see that work the way I see it: not as separate projects running in parallel, but as one ongoing story told across many forms and timelines.

What threads of history or heritage have shaped the way you see the world?

The Question That Started Everything

Why are Black Americans discouraged from embracing their African roots when every other culture is celebrated for honoring theirs?

That question is not rhetorical. It is the engine behind everything you will find here. The transatlantic slave trade did not just displace bodies — it systematically dismantled cultural memory, banned sacred instruments, erased languages, and severed the living connection between African people and their cosmological inheritance. Cosmological inheritance here means the philosophical and spiritual understanding of how the universe works – the frameworks a culture uses to explain existence, time, and humanity’s place in the cosmos.

I remember the first time I realized that the movements I saw in a Breaking cipher in the Bronx were echoing something far older than Hip-Hop. That recognition did not feel like a discovery. It felt like a memory. Like something my body already knew, finally being confirmed by my mind.

But here is what the historical record also shows: the connection was never fully broken. It was hidden in plain sight. It was encoded in movement, rhythm, story, and form. And it is my mission to decode it, celebrate it, and pass it forward.

When did you first feel a deep connection to something in your own cultural heritage that you couldn’t quite explain?

The Past: Reclaiming the Physical and Philosophical Archive

Kemetic Roots and the Body as Instrument

One cornerstone of this project is an academic and creative excavation of ancient Kemetic culture – the term “Kemetic” refers to the ancient civilization of the Nile Valley, commonly called ancient Egyptian civilization. The word comes from Kemet, the name the people themselves used for their land, meaning “the Black Land.” Exploring this work on its own terms – rather than through a colonial lens – completely transforms what we understand about the origins of movement and philosophy.

On the walls of tombs at Beni Hasan and the Temple of Hathor at Dendera, you find dancers in deep backbends, airborne splits, hand-supported balances, and suspended poses that demand extraordinary strength and spatial precision. These were not performances for entertainment. They were ceremonial acts tied to cosmic renewal, sacred festivals, and the maintenance of Ma’at – the Kemetic principle of balance, truth, and universal order. Think of Ma’at as the moral and cosmic compass of an entire civilization, a living standard that governed everything from governance to daily conduct.

The dancer used the body as an instrument of cosmic law. Movement was not separate from philosophy. It was philosophy made physical.

This is the foundation of what becomes the Breaking Element of Hip-Hop Culture, and the broader African physical vocabulary that has circled the globe. The Geometric Gates – one of the core sections of this research – traces that direct lineage from Kemetic temple walls to the Bronx and beyond.

What would change about how we teach history if we traced these connections more openly?

Summary: Ancient Kemetic culture treated the moving body as a sacred instrument of cosmic law. That physical vocabulary – encoded in ceremonial dance and ritual movement – is the deep root of what eventually becomes Hip-Hop and Breaking.

The Drum, the Ban, and the Kinesthetic Counterattack

By the 18th century, colonial enslavers in North America had recognized something extraordinary: the African drum was not just a musical instrument. It was a sophisticated telecommunications system capable of organizing resistance across vast distances. The Stono Rebellion of 1739 – one of the largest slave uprisings in colonial America, in which enslaved Africans used drums to coordinate a march toward freedom – is one documented example of this power. Their response was to ban the drum entirely.

But they could not ban the body.

Enslaved Africans responded with what I call the kinesthetic counterattack – a term I use to describe the strategic redirection of movement and rhythm into forms that could not be easily suppressed or legislated away. They transformed their own bodies into percussion through foot-stomping, handclapping, and chest-beating, a practice known as patting juba. The rhythm did not die. It simply changed form.

This is where the Ring Shout enters the story.

Summary: When the drum was banned, the body became the instrument. The kinesthetic counterattack – using physical movement to preserve rhythm, communication, and cultural memory – is one of the most profound acts of creative resistance in human history.

The Ring Shout and the Kongo Cosmogram

In the praise houses of the American South, enslaved practitioners gathered in a counterclockwise circle, shuffling and singing spirituals in what became known as the Ring Shout. To outside observers, it looked like religious expression. And it was — but it was far more than that.

As historian Sterling Stuckey demonstrated, the Ring Shout is a direct retention of the Kongo Cosmogram, known as the Dikenga dia Kongo. The Kongo Cosmogram is a sacred symbol from Central African Kongo spiritual tradition that represents the cycle of existence – the movement of the sun, the journey of the human soul from birth through death and into the ancestral realm, and the continuous renewal of life. That counterclockwise circle in the Ring Shout maps that exact cosmology onto the ground of the praise house floor.

By maintaining that circle – generation after generation, on American soil – our ancestors preserved a sacred cosmic geography. They carried an entire philosophical system in their feet, encoded it in a spiritual practice, and passed it forward when no other means of transmission was available.

I think about my grandmother’s hands whenever I sit with this history. The way memory passes through the body before it ever becomes language. The Ring Shout is that passage made communal, made defiant, made eternal.

That is not just history. That is genius.

What practices in your own life might be carrying deeper meaning than you’ve ever stopped to examine?

Summary: The Ring Shout was not simply a religious practice – it was a living philosophical archive. Rooted in the Kongo Cosmogram, it preserved an entire cosmological worldview through movement, circle, and song across centuries of brutal suppression.

The Present: Art, Philosophy, and Reclamation in Real Time

Primal Elemental Abstraction

Coral Currents/Waves of Emotion (2025 Collection)

The past does not stay in the past. It resurfaces in how we create today.

Primal Elemental Abstraction (PEA) – the visual philosophy behind Wisdom Born Designs – is where ancestral energy meets modern design without asking permission. At its core, it is an approach to artmaking that treats the living forces of Earth, Water, Fire, and Air not as symbols or metaphors, but as active agents of transformation that shape every composition.

Rooted in a Bronx upbringing at the very birthplace of Hip-Hop, this work carries the same defiant, creative pulse that has always defined Black artistic expression. Growing up surrounded by that culture – the graffiti murals, the ciphers, the DJs rewiring sound systems in the park – I learned early that creation is an act of claiming space. That lesson lives in every canvas I make.

There is no rigid structure in this work, no cage of conformity. Each piece is a living dialogue between raw instinct and deliberate refinement, where emotional truth surfaces through organic form – sweeping curves, bold color contrasts, and compositions that evolve intuitively rather than according to a predetermined plan. The “Vision Without Permission” ethos at the heart of this work means exactly what it says: we do not wait for validation to create from our deepest truth.

At its core, PEA asserts that abstraction is not an escape from reality. It is a return to origin – a primal state where form and meaning coexist in fluid harmony.

This mirrors exactly what Kemetic dancers were doing on those temple walls. It echoes the Ring Shout’s insistence that movement is a form of law, a form of truth, a form of cosmic record-keeping. The medium changes. The impulse does not.

When you look at abstract art, what do you feel before you try to analyze what it means?

Summary: Primal Elemental Abstraction carries the ancestral creative impulse – the same one that shaped Kemetic ceremony and the Ring Shout – into contemporary visual art. It is intuitive, defiant, and deeply rooted in both Bronx culture and diasporic memory.

The Future: Afrofuturistic Worldbuilding

The Ledger and the Crown Series

If the past gives us roots and the present gives us practice, the future gives us possibility. That is where The Ledger and the Crown Series lives.

Afrofuturism – for those new to the term – is a cultural and creative movement that centers African and diasporic perspectives in speculative fiction, science fiction, and imagined futures. It asks: what if the future were built from our cosmologies rather than the ones imposed on us? What if ancient African philosophical frameworks guided the development of technology, governance, and interstellar civilization?

The Ledger and the Crown Series takes that question seriously. This saga is set in a universe where the laws of physics are inseparable from music and memory. Before creation, there were the Ogdoad – eight primordial potentials drawn from ancient Kemetic cosmology, representing forces like boundless water, darkness, infinite space, and unseen breath. From their resonance, the Neteru emerged – the organizing principles of the cosmos, giving existence its rhythm and order. In this world, signal is song, and a shared frequency can hold a civilization together – or tear it apart.

The two long-estranged civilizations at the heart of the story – the Shen and the Seth – are shaped by diaspora lineages, movement-as-governance, communal rhythm, and public oath-breaths. Their conflicts are not resolved through warfare. They are resolved through consensus, transparency, and shared power. Victory is measured not by battles won, but by communities empowered and humanitarian connections held open.

This is not science fiction that merely adds Black faces to existing genre frameworks. It is a complete reimagining of how civilization, governance, technology, and memory work – built from the cosmological foundations that the research into Kemetic philosophy, the Ring Shout, and the Kongo Cosmogram has uncovered.

What kind of future becomes possible when it is built from ancestral truth rather than colonial frameworks?

Summary: The Ledger and the Crown Series is Afrofuturistic worldbuilding grounded in real cosmological research. It takes the ancestral frameworks excavated in the past work – Kemetic philosophy, the Kongo Cosmogram, diasporic movement traditions – and projects them forward into speculative civilizations built on rhythm, consensus, and shared memory.

One Unbroken Line

Laid out this way, the connections become undeniable:

  • Kemetic ritual dance encodes cosmic order in the body
  • The Ring Shout preserves that cosmic geography under conditions of brutal suppression
  • Hip-Hop Culture carries the physical vocabulary forward into the 20th century
  • Primal Elemental Abstraction translates the ancestral creative impulse into contemporary visual art
  • The Ledger and the Crown Series projects that entire inheritance into speculative futures

These are not separate projects. They are chapters of the same story – a story about resilience, rhythm, cosmology, and the unbroken continuity of Black cultural creativity across time.

The thread runs from temple walls in ancient Kemet, through praise houses in the American South, through Bronx block parties, through abstract canvases, all the way to starships navigating the deep.

Which of these connections surprises you the most? Which one feels like something you already knew?

An Invitation to Follow the Journey

This work is ongoing. New research is being published. New art is being made. New worlds are being built.

If any part of this resonates with you – if you have ever felt the pull of something older and deeper running beneath the surface of your own creative life – then this space is for you.

Follow along. Engage with the ideas. Share what moves you. The choir is not yet whole, and every voice that joins it makes the harmony more complete.

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